week 4

I am noticing hat I do have less sweating which makes me happy and helps me sleep longer periods of time. Food is still pretty sketchy and I am trying my best to keep hydrated, I was so tired before that I would not drink enough water and my BP kept being elevated.  I am going for a check up with my surgeon to see how I am healing and recovering.  Visit went OK I was very weak when I got there could not catch my breath and was panting.  My BP was sky high due to my bad disposition and it made me scared what if this is permanent now.

Dr. kept me in the office for an hour to get me hydrated enough to help me walk out on my own, he gave me orange juice and a snack. He said if I don’t get better he will have to call for an ambulance!!!!  He then removed a stitch that was poking through and rubbing on my clothes,  it hurt but he cut it off fast.

He gave me a lecture that I need to eat more blah blah same shit I already know. Yes I am working on it.  Finally some good news it does not hurt as much to go to the bathroom that is a major change so happy! It seems my colon is finally starting to work :). Only few more days till my oncology appointment.  Waiting is the worst now, always waiting for results and that will be for next 5 to 7 years.